I used to be obsessed with Middle-Earth. As a fantasy
writer, I wanted to create an entire world, and when I learned that Tolkien
already did that – not just the world you see in The Lord of the Rings, but a whole mythos as well – I was
fascinated. I still am fascinated today, but I’m no longer set on learning
Sindarin. Don’t know what Sindarin is? I’ll tell you: it’s the mark of someone
who knows a LOT about Tolkien. Elen sila
lumenn omentielvo. I was a fan.
Did you know that “fan” is short for “fanatic”?
“A fanatic is one who can’t change his mind and won’t change
the subject.” – Winston Churchill
The dictionary on my tablet even has an entry for the word
“fanboyism”: “blind, aggressive devotion.” Ouch. Not a label I would want. Why
is this even a word? In this ‘enlightened age’ (*snark*) does “blind,
aggressive devotion” have a place? The very fact that such a word exists is
proof: obsession reigns in American society today. This is evident not only in
the fandoms but in the “hatedoms” as well. You gotta love it or you gotta hate
it; there’s no such thing as mere indifference. There are some diversions that
have a polarized group of people who know about it, like Justin Bieber: there
are people who are obsessed with him and people whose existence seems to
revolve around bashing him (at least, it seems so if the topic comes up). Same
for Twilight and the books that
follow.
Why is obsession such a thing?
We’re looking to fill
our empty lives.
When you set up Christ as the lord of your life, dying to
your sinful desires and pursuing his will, he fulfills the deepest desires of
your heart. Everything else in life is put in its proper place as secondary.
Education, career, gaming, comics, Tolkien – what relevance do they hold to a
follower of Christ? Only as much as they help further the kingdom of God and
bring him glory.
After I started following Christ, fantasy stories went into
their proper context. I no longer write as mere escapism, but as participation
in what Tolkien termed ‘sub-creation’. I am made in the image of God, who is
the Creator; activities that reflect his image bring him
glory, so I write with that in mind.
You may recall the Lewis quote from my post on balanced
faith. “All extremes, except extreme devotion to the Enemy, are to be
encouraged,” writes Screwtape in his letter to a junior tempter. We are created
to worship God with our whole being, and to dwell on whatever is pure, lovely,
and admirable. When we reject his sovereignty in our lives, it leaves a big
hole in our hearts that we strive to fill.
Let’s turn away fanboyism with an indifferent hand and
devote our whole selves to God.